Tuesday, December 29, 2009

This double life...

Fashion and frivolity. Accessorize everything to keep them guessing...image image image. Still not sure how to play this game. I'm getting better...is that a good thing? And the men? They come. And then they go. Late nights here or there, empty bottles of wine. Early classes that I occasionally make it to. Things are looking up. Its the new Jamie, year after year...old habits die hard.

Taxi cab, security, bar, 5 hour nap, and then; winter. Funny how that happens.

Ski trips lead to Solstice dinners unattended. Family walks, travel mug of coffee and liqueur, -30? run through the drifts! Old friends, thats something to rely on. And the men? Evening chat with an ex-lover, early mornings with a new(ish) one. Late nights at the blues bar, empty bottles of wine. Farewell parties and airport pickups. Lunch with the girls, diamond rings, and new condos...returning to a place unchanged only to find how you, yourself, have altered.

Car ride, security, 5 hour nap, and then; this thing they call 'winter'. Funny how the circumstances so suddenly change.

Love Forever,
Jamie
xoxo

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